Much Adieu About Nothing

Censored thoughts. I bite my tongue in fear of what they will say. I say I don't care about what they think, but it's a lie. If I tell the truth, it will bring conflict. Why am I afraid of it? I never back down if conflict is to present itself to me, so why should I care if I reel it to me? Am I afraid that no one will want to be associated with me if I say what I really think? Should I even care if they don't? I hate bullshit but I spew it just the same. Or rather, I say nothing at all. Nothing can hurt you when you say nothing at all. If only you knew what I really thought.